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January 1st, 2007

03:42 pm: New year

Happy New year LJ peoples of death doom and destruction! I had an ok new years eve. I was very drunk on apple UDLs while talking to people on msn and receiving lots of loving messags from people. Hurray for loving people and their messages. Mr felix called me at 11.45 pm and we talked through to the new year which was grande. Atleast i know its gonna be a felicitous year...*bada boom hiss*.

The day was spent evenly split between family and friends. Had a bbq at lake monger with kate, brody, anna, felix and some of kates mates. It was a really good day for one too. No flies thank god. But we did have annoying ducks and horrible willy wagtails everywhere. We hung ut with kates familia post bbq and used the pool and reminisced about not only 2006 but 2005 as well. In my mind 2005 and 2006 have melded into one another.its rather odd. 

Today i slept in till 2. I have no plans and everythings closed. I love the delicious laziness of it all. Must tidy up room though. Its a pig sty. 

Much love to alL. Hope you had an awesome New years eve and that this year brings heaps of joy and stuff into your life.


Current Location: home-clean up room soon
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: weeping song- Nick cave

November 27th, 2006

04:26 am: Friday Night

I seem to trip
over the same tangled wires
ever so often
havent i learnt my lesson

so many stitches
its no longer a knee
but a network
of exlovers
and beneath it all
is bone and emptiness

I am the kind of girl
who swings on merry go rounds
long enough
hard enough
till she chokes on her own vomit
just because 
she wanted to see..how much more she could take.

we kissed
so what?
by lust, drugs, and substances
far more illicit than the stuff in our blood streams.
the stuff that made our hearts pump the drugged blood through our arteries
You say im strange
i say we keep kissing
fuck everything
everything gets lost in the vacuum 
between ear and mouth anyway

keep kissing me
dont ever stop
press against me
dont ever go
i want to be a woman
only you know how to show me
what i've lost

who cares about the hurt
or the wounds
or the past
or the future
lets just live this fantasy out
one slow, drugged up, fucked up
kiss at a time.
And tommorrow we can call it a day
and start all over again
to the sound of jim morrison asking the age old question
"Hello..i love you . wont you tell me your name?

For anonymous

November 15th, 2006

01:58 am: Lesson to be learned
We lay there in the sun HER and i
and watched the sun turn into the moon
and for a moment there i lost
and had never been happier.

I lay in bed with her and i
realised that everything i had
was not enough to sustain me
that i'd end up killing myself
with her sweetness
because i need..i want...i crave

We lay there, HIM and i
watching the sun make love to the horizon
and the sky freckle over with stars
HE traced our existance into the nightsky
and disappeared with morning mist
leaving me dazed.

I lay in bed with him and we
traced love hearts into each others palms
and he said "this is the way we were before
lets keep it this way forever more"
and i think how foolish we mere mortals are
to think such things are within our control

within every me and every you
there is a secret longing
to find HER or HIM
when frankly speaking darling
they dont exist
and they're never going to exist
so forget all about it.

write them letters in crimson lovers ink
in little love hearts on stationary pink
tuck it into sweetly scented envelopes
Burn them and abandon all hope.

makedo with the little you have
knowing that one day these too shall be taken away
and all you will have left
is the sun turning into the moon
a freckly sky
a lonely palm
insatiable appetite
and the memory of him and her that you gave up
for an ego they could never satisy.

Current Location: Home- bed soom
Current Music: freaks in Uniform- Horrorpops

November 14th, 2006

06:31 pm:
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Saturday I stole lefae's purse (-30 points). In August I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). In February I signed my organ donor card (28 points). Last Monday raspberryblu and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In October I pushed silent_orange in the mud (-17 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-77 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!


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06:25 pm: Abstract
angry at stuff
thankful for others
missing and worried about matt
missing felix
dreading saturday
dreading friday
dreading thursday
dreading tmorro
missing anna
missing myself
missing links
missing words
lacking time
cant explain
this abstract post will just have to do
missing some one who never really existed.
where are you now i wonder
and when are you coming back?
i miss you

Current Music: fourleaf clover- Badly drawn boy

October 27th, 2006

04:26 pm: The wonderful thing about being rey rey is that i'm the only one ^^

LogoThere are:
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

October 22nd, 2006

01:05 pm: lyrics
At the moment i am in love with female pianists and vocalists. Some of my faves include Tori amos, amanda palmer, Regina spektor and the bands halogen (perth electropop at its best) as well as portishead, azam ali, daughter darling, the hush sound and sarah blasko. i would definately recommend daughter darling if you like tori amos.
anyway..lyrics from "absconding" by daughter darling coz it seems relevant to me at the moment.

In the visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me brokenhearted

There it goes away it goes
In the night it slips away
There I leave all that I loathe
Escape before the day breaks

That holy dream, that holy dream
While the world were all chiding
Cheered me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding
Spirit guiding

Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: absconding- daughter darling
12:55 pm: Weeks roll by
3 weeks ago i walked into lecture
expecting my lover
2 weeks ago i walked into lecture
expecting my friend
1 week ago i walked into my lecture
expecting a human
this week i walked into my lecture
expecting nothing
next week i am not going to my lecture

3 weeks ago i worked and thoughts of you
made me smile madly
2 weeks ago i worked and thoughts of you
confused me madly
1 week ago i worked and thoughts of you
made me cry madly
this week i worked and thoughts of you
were hollow reminiscence
next week i am not going to work

it seems to me you are fading
like an old bruise
on my love battered heart.
But why does the pain remain?

for M.T

Current Location: home-study soon
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: dust in the wind- daughter darling

October 18th, 2006

03:33 pm: Pierced off
so heres a piccie of the newest member of reys body (so long as it doesnt get rejected)

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watcha think?

October 17th, 2006

12:02 am: To miranda Harris..wherever she is
Dear Miranda,
I feel foolish typing this on lj. You probably nevr cared for it in real life, why should death change that fact? I guess i feel like i have something to say. I dont really. Because i dont know what to say. I feel numb by the sudden way you left us down here on earth. I just hope wherever you are you know that everyone misses you and even though i never got to know you, your departure from this world has affected me too. Thanks for reminding me of my mortality Miranda. Its probably the greatest thing anyone could do for me at the moment.

Love and Peace be with you
Dore "Rey" Khan

Current Location: Home- bed soom
Current Mood: uncomfortableNumb
Current Music: Hope theres someone- Antony and the Johnsons
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